D decided to take the night off from picking me up after work, which I respect, but I was hoping he'd decline. I feel like all I do is sit around and stuff my face.. the scale obviously shows it. So I asked to take our one and only truck to work for the first time. I did. I parked crooked, ugh. So I fixed that on my break, but all around it felt like an off day. I hate that I wake up late in the day and either go to work or do everything late in the day, stay up late and repeat. I haven't really seen anyone from school since graduation, which I'm not really surprised by. It's just difficult to know that there isn't that one person that stuck close to you, and I'm not saying that I'm ungrateful for D and I's relationship.. I'm just friendship lonely at the moment.
There isn't a moment that I don't think I should be doing something different. I don't think serving is the job that I'll have for the rest of my life. I really hope not. I don't get paid to deep clean the restaurant, let alone deal with the cranky people I run across. Some people think it's okay to order me around and not say please or thank you and think that I'm their personal slave. Excuse me, but, I may look like a waitress, doesn't mean I'm your personal one.
I've been in a lot of pain lately too. I have a cyst in my body that causes a sharp pain and it can either last for all day or a couple of awful minutes. It's like the sharpest, pointed object stabbing me in every possible corner. I'm not sure if it's something more then what it actually is. I looked up symptoms and pictures and just about horrified myself. -sigh-
Well I keep going between here and looking up any kind of concert I would be interested in..
There isn't a moment that I don't think I should be doing something different. I don't think serving is the job that I'll have for the rest of my life. I really hope not. I don't get paid to deep clean the restaurant, let alone deal with the cranky people I run across. Some people think it's okay to order me around and not say please or thank you and think that I'm their personal slave. Excuse me, but, I may look like a waitress, doesn't mean I'm your personal one.
I've been in a lot of pain lately too. I have a cyst in my body that causes a sharp pain and it can either last for all day or a couple of awful minutes. It's like the sharpest, pointed object stabbing me in every possible corner. I'm not sure if it's something more then what it actually is. I looked up symptoms and pictures and just about horrified myself. -sigh-
Well I keep going between here and looking up any kind of concert I would be interested in..